I have no Idea!!

我不知道

是不是孤单太久

我不知道

是不是放松太久

我不知道

是不是无聊太久

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我不知道

是因为环境

我不知道

是因为想念

我不知道

是因为身边的人和事

我不知道

是不是因为我自己

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我不知道

曾几何时

我失去了斗志

我开始无法解答

我生存的意义

我工作的意义

我存在的意义

!!! 我没有意义!!!

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我要找回我所谓的意义

!!必定!!

Sueying Loves Sueying =)

幸福的轮廓

19 October 2008. Refreshing Sunday.

*Gaza's Wedding Poster*

昨天，

她结婚了，

明年，

她也要结婚了，

再多两年，

她说也是时候了。

我发觉，

我老了，

身边的朋友，

一个一个的谈论婚嫁，

真的为她们感到高兴，

幸福的气息在身边环绕了。

希望，

已嫁的婚姻美满，

想嫁的顺顺利利。

至于你，

放心啦！

我会等你！

:p

*am waiting for U*

Ｈｅａｖｅｎ

3 Oct 2008. Heavenly Friday.

从城市踏入小镇
从污染踏入清新
从现实踏入朴实
从人潮踏入温情

我是期待的
我是放松的
我是兴奋的
我是幸福的

我回来了！！！

代名词

25th September 2008. 匆忙的星期四.

曾经

她向往快快长大

现在

她长大了

原来

长大只是个快乐少少，悲伤多多的代名词。

挥霍

24 September 2008. Dizzling.... Wednesday

好想
在妈妈的怀里撒娇不完

好想
被爸爸逗着玩

好想
跟姐姐玩得天翻地覆也还在玩

好想

好想
我好想念 我的姐姐

这并不是闹着玩

如果想念是最奢侈，

我宁愿每秒都在挥霍

Aii Em Rich

19th Sept 2008. 富有星期六。

有人说：“钱不是万能，但，没钱就万万不能”

我相信， 我真的相信。

所以，我一直很向往很有钱的生活，

我的愿望就是，要赚很多很多的钱，

因为有钱，生活就会很美好，幸福。

“美好与幸福”的定义是在于 –
满足我的基本生存需要，
然后还有多余的钱来满足我的物质上的需要。
当我拥有豪宅，美车，多不胜数的Burberry, Coach, LV, Chanel, Jimmy Choo,
Salvatore Farregamo 等等。。。 等等。。。
这就叫做 “美好”，这才叫“幸福”

但，两个小时的《钱不够用 2》让我领悟到我现在就已经是幸福了。虽然我没有豪宅，美车，没有Burberry, 没有Jimmy Choo，没有Givenchy。。。

我看似什么都没有，但，我什么也不缺！！

我是富有的！！！

因为，

我拥有。。。

完整的家庭

爱我的父母，姐姐，弟弟，妹妹

宠我的你，

信任我的朋友，

养得起我的薪水，

该有的，我也有了，

我还愁什么呢？

所以，我的生活已经很美好，很幸福了。。。

转了个弯，我的“美好与幸福”换上了新装，画上了色彩，

跟‘富有’画上了等号！

我的世界亮起来了。。。

我爱你们！！！ 永远都爱！！

Missing

31st August 2008. Ma-M-Sunday

M = Happy MERDEKA !!!!!!!!
M = I MISS *U*

I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You
I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You
I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You
I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You
I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You
I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You
I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You
I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You
I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You
I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You
I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You
I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You
I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You
I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You
I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You
I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You
I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You
I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You
I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You
I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You
I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You I Miss You

Aii Am Someone

23 August 2008. YOU-spoilt-My-Saturday

You think I’m someone who is no-more-a-nice person
You think I’m someone who talks bad about you in front of everyone
You think I’m someone who is a hypocrite while facing you
You think I’m someone who doesn’t know how to say sorry
You think I’m someone who just pretended to be an angel
You think I’m someone…

STOP ~!!!!... Don’t bull-shytting in front of me ~!!!
I know who I am!! I know what I am doing!!!
Well… *I need Inner Peace!!*
Okay… Well ~

Apparently,

Let me tell you

Aii Am someone who don’t just treat you as a friend, but
Aii Am someone who see you more like a younger brother
Aii Am someone who is so disappointed with your childishness
Aii Am someone who wishes you can learn how to control your temper
Aii Am someone who wishes you can grow stronger
Aii Am someone who knew you wasn’t in the good mood, so you need someone to let things out
Aii Am someone who is so upset with the thing that you have said
Aii Am someone who has feelings too
Aii Am someone who will feel tired and frustrated too
Aii Am someone who is trying to give up on you…

Please give this someone some time to ease the pain and bring everything back to normal...

Failing Leaves

22 August 2008。 慵懒星期五。

落叶
是风吹走它？ 还是树不要它?

常常在脑海中盘旋，但却没有一个答案

或许，是不会有一个明确答案的吧！

有时候，我觉得。。。

是树不要它，因为如果树深爱着它，再强的风，树也会紧紧牵着它。

也或许。。。

是风吹走它，因为再深的感情，往往也抵挡不了外来的诱惑。

也有可能。。。

是风吹走它，同时树也不要它。

无论如何，人常常都会忽略了一种可能性的答案。。。那就是。。。

是叶子放弃了自己， 任由自己飘落 。。。

请放弃自己的人！！ 醒醒吧！！

就算全世界放弃你， 你也要为自己争取到底 ！！ 加油！！！

Once in a life time =)

20 August 2008. Meaningful Wednesday.

"Today is a special day
20082008
a Double Match!!
It happens only once in a lifetime

Here I'm wishing you a Double Happiness and a very wonderful day!
Cheers.."

I never realized it was such a meaningful day...
When people start to work, they will just forget about everything but their work...
perhaps they have heaps of paperwork to clear, lots of deadlines to rush for...

I am so lucky to have a sister like YOU to remind me of all this..
She is the one who sms me and remind me about that...

Even i know it was only a forwarded sms

BUT

I feel so so so so WARM~...
*a simple SMS from someone you love and miss
is more meaningful than a 25-mins fireworks above the sky*

Perhaps
something are meant to be like that
No explanation needed
Human are just weird
Maybe is time for me to go home
Yeah :p

I miss my home sweet home
miss my parents and siblings
and
everyone in KT

2 more months...
Soon...
In KT...

Syaitan in the House

18 August 2008. I hate Monday.

My first posting about August.

But, it would not going to be a GOOD one.

She was just a servant in the house.

Her jobs are mainly to do the cleaning, helping in preparing meals and assisting in any tasks that the owner wants her to do.

I do respect her.. NO.. i DID respect her at first because I understand the feeling of being alone at people's country for the sake of earning money which believes will lead to a better life.

Hmm... GRrrrr ~!!!!

My sympathy towards you nearly kills me ~!!!

Now i learnt, NEVER BE TOO KIND-HEARTED, YOU WILL BE BULLIED ~!!! *Fuck*

Let me show you what being bullied feels like?

*See... How fuckgly (fucking ugly) it is*

I dont know why did you do that to me... I DONT KNOW ~!!!.. This wasn't the first time!! *Mind You*

So... i shall say, forgiveness that was given at the first time does leads you to do a even bigger mistake for a second time. WELL DONE ~!!!.. People said Learn from the mistake, learn from the forgiveness ... YES.. u did managed to catch up some points.. BUT in the WRONG WAY.. Stupid AssHole !!!!

I believe in Karma~~!!!.. Let's wait and see!!!

Yeah! I Support!

My Birthday Honor

24 July 2008. Vivacious Thursday.

Tomorrow’s my birthday. Everyone was asking me on how to celebrate, where to celebrate and bla bla bla, the list goes on.

I *HEART* MY BIRTHDAY, yes I really do.

I love my birthday when everybody is around, celebrating for me. This year, my family wasn’t here (except for my brother) and you weren’t here.

I admit to certain extent, I was upset for that, kind of.

BUT I know my life has to be carried on, because the time is ticking away and I am 23 now. That was part of the reason… The most significantly, I have a bunch of pretty, handsome, tall, short, mature, naïve friends… … … … who sincerely want to cheer me up.
So how cruel am I to just let them down?

End up, we enjoyed ourselves very much, okay, at least I DID despite all the “sliver war” with the security guards and all the woo-haa.

Thanks peeps =) especially my pet – Suki who organize, plan and execute everything, My brother who came all the way from Sunway *mind you, by public transport!!!* and EVERYONE ~!!! Thanks

In English, Thank you
In Mandarin, Xi Xie Ni
In Bahasa Melayu, Terima Kasih
In Canto, Doh Je
Balinese, Tiang Matur Suksama
Galician (Spain), Gracias
French, Merci
Hawaiian, Mahalo nui loa
Irish Gaelic, Go raibh maith agaibh
Japanese, Arigato gozaimasu
Korean, Kamsahamnida
Laos, Khawp jai lai lai
Vietnamese, Cám ơn em

Okay, itu sahaja, sekian ;p

Deep down inside

21 July 2008. Dog-tired Monday.

I am really busy these few weeks,
Tired with my sickness,
Deadly beaten with the disappointment,
Get convinced and get up again,

I am Exhausted,
I am worn out,
I am knocked out,

I NEED YOU

RIGHT NOW ~!!~

HJM Gathering Event 2008

12 July 2008. Splendid Saturday.

HJM Gathering Event 2008

(btw, HJM stands for HOU JI MUI)

Date: 12 July 2008
Time: 12am
Venue: Saisaki Japanese Buffet

SueYing's Earnest Words

to

Felicia Yeo Sok Yen
Nancy Ng Yoke Ling
Grace – Ting Fwu
Chin Mei Khiaw – The In Helmet Head

*HugZ*

七月来临了

七月出生的我，都会很特别在意七月所有的事故和点点滴滴。这是因为， 七月一来，我的生日又逼近了。

你总会说：“我想不到要买什么当你的生日礼物，不如不用送了，哎呀，又不是从来没送你东西。”

然后，我就会嘟起嘴唇，又装大方的说：“好啦…生日而已嘛！! 原谅你吧!”

可是，到了生日当天，总会有很多很多的惊喜在等我。就算在英国的日子，你不在身边，你的祝福和惊喜永远都会陪伴着我。

^Thank You^

那，今年我该期待什么呢？

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你的祝福和惊喜会嫌弃我吗?

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我要的你做到吗？

I Hope

I Pray

I'm Praying HARD ~
*to see you on my birthday*

I *HEART* YOU

Wow

28 June 2008。 Superb Saturday。 超级星期六。

曹格<Welcome to MY World> Wow

一直以来都很喜欢他的 , <世界唯一的你>, 和 <天使嫉妒的生活>。
会特别爱上这几首是因为，他们都会带给我莫名的感动，就算听了千千万万遍，还是一样，反而感触越来越深。

从来没想过要去他的演唱会。不知道为什么。我知道他能唱现场，他有才华， 或许，他不好看。也或许。 。 。 。。。

因为宝光的一场活动，让我对你有更深一层的了解。 对你很好奇，一个十六岁就去加拿大就读的你，怎么能写得一首怎么感动人心的华语歌呢？或许是你的诚意打动了我，或许是我看到了你对音乐的执著，或许是我领悟了你的认真，或许我感受到你歌词的用意，我不知道。我只知道我喜欢你腼腆的笑容

自从那天以后，活动过了，但我对你的好奇却越来越浓烈，google 了一下， 发觉我一直很喜欢特别版的 My way 是你 – Gary 的版本。然后，慢慢地也爱上了你的Moon River 和 Smoke Gets Into Your Eyes 。

Ding dong 和hoo-ha 了一阵，我决定我要去你的演唱会，对！就算是我一个人。我的坚决被你看到了，你决定陪我去，还当了我一整晚的 photographer。 在此，向你很致意的道谢 Jessie ， Thank You !! *Thank You wpm*

想买 Rm188 的票，但有很莫名其妙地以Rm130 买了 Rm238 的Rock Zone 票。哈哈，原来last minute 也不是一件坏事。或许是缘分吧！！总之，开心死了！！

演唱会更不用说，一级棒！！ High 到最后一秒钟！！ Perfect 的演出！！ 只觉得当晚他帅呆了！！尤其他以一首 Superwomen 来开场，

然后自弹自唱<世界唯一的你>和 <天使嫉妒的生活>。

然后，陆陆续续一一地呈现我心中的挚爱 ，《Moon River》,《Smoke Gets Into Your Eyes》 和 《My Way》 。好感动！！

唯一不喜欢的就是，演绎两只恋人的那个马来女孩。为什么会是马来人。天啊！！ 我不是racist , but still . . . WHY WHY WHY ~ ??? 梦碎了~~~

看一下照片，过一下瘾 吧！！ :p

《无辜》

《背叛》

《3-7-20-1》

特别嘉宾：Justin, 卓文萱

之后领悟，一个人不需要外表来变帅。才华，腼腆的笑容，谦虚的内在，有礼貌的表现，等等。。。 等等。。。 也可以让一个人变帅, 并发光发热！！ 哦。。 在这，想很斯文的说声，我的妈呀，他帅呆了。

爱上他的一句，“感恩的话不怕多说”。 Love and Peace !!!

*Well Done Gary... You are great and you dint disappoint anyone of us..We enjoyed ourselves very much. Thank you*

One word - Fascinating

25 June 2008, it was a wonderful Wednesday.

No movie outing (Wednesday’s movie tickets 6 bucks, CHEAP maa !!! XOXO),
No yam cha session… a No- No for whatever outing plans.

It strikes your curiosity? There you go…

Yes!!! The Beauty and the Beast Broadway Musical,

I was there =)

Belle – this name wouldn’t be outlandish if you are a Fairy Tales lover. I was really impressed and amused with Belle, her glorious voice, her sensational performance and a disarming stage presence. Looking lovely, where she had the audience in the palm of her hand from the moment she was up to the stage. She has no trouble switching from charming to feisty in a flash. Her voice is better than ever, with the powerhouse sound that could warm the heart of any theater buff, and her strong presence made the show to be a perfect and breathtaking one.

Beast – A scary and horrific monster that scared most of the children who came but loveable character where Belle actually fall for him at the end of the show. This man behind the mask struck a nice balance between dark and light side. It was a little different with what we have seen in the movie. I shall say he is Funny, especially when he begged Belle to have dinner with him in the castle. Imagine that a Beast would say “PLeeeeeeaSeee” In a pathetic voice. Ha-ha... hilarious…

Anyway, I believe picture speaks thousands words ... :p
*i am kinda tired now... so if 1 picture speaks 1,000 words,i have attached few here... hhmm... then if it goes by calculation, i got few thousand words already XOXO*

Gaston: "No one fights like Gaston, Douses like Gaston" ~~

Cogsworth, Lumiere, Potts

Lumiere: "Be our guest, be our guest, be our guest" ~~~~

Beast:
You came back
Belle:
If only I'd come here sooner
Beast:
Maybe it's better this way
Belle:
No! Don't talk like that. We're together now.
Everything will be fine
Beast:
At least I get to see you one last time.
Belle:
We are home
We are where we shall be forever
Trust in me
For you know I wont run away
From today
This is all that I need
And all that I need to say is...
Don't you know how you've changed me
Strange how I fin'lly see
I found home
You're my home
Stay with me
Belle:
No! No, please! Don't leave me!
I love you.

(Transformation)

Prince:
Belle, look into my eyes!
Belle, don't you recognize
The beast within the man
Who's here before you?
Belle:
It is you!

“Tale as old as time… song as old as rhyme… Beauty and the Beast”

-The End-

After all these years Beauty and the Beast is still enormously effective and, dare I say it, enchanting. It's still possible to get swept away in this carefully developing love story, laugh (or at least crack a smile) at the jokes, and even experience an occasional chill up the spine --- What a pleasure!!

I am glad that Beauty and the Beast has been revelatory theater.

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“I am the BEAUTY, and YOU are the beast…” Ha-ha… Gotcha!!!